It never is fair.

"No girl should be treated like shit & pushed to the curb without a reason. No one’s perfect,..."

Thu, 24 Feb 2011 17:28:50 +0800

“No girl should be treated like shit & pushed to the curb without a reason. No one’s perfect, girls get mad, they get sad, & if they’re jealous, that just shows you how much she wants you. All the good girls are the ones that get taken advantage of. When in reality, they should be treated like a queen, but instead they settle for less, for one simple guy that hurts her everyday & yet she never loved him less.”

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I ain’t gonna change my status cause as far as i know i’m still yours.Just because...

Thu, 24 Feb 2011 14:12:54 +0800

I ain’t gonna change my status cause as far as i know i’m still yours.
Just because we’re now apart, that don’t mean i’ll love you any less.

You wanted to be free, i’m letting you be.
You’re free now baby.

Yet i’ll still be here, waiting for you to come back.
Waiting for you to be back in my arms.
For as long as it takes, as much as it hurts letting you go, i’ll still be here waiting for you.

Because you’re all i will ever want.
& forgetting what we had is not what i want to do.

I’ll never stop loving you.
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It never was and never will be.You’ll never know how you’ve betrayed me.And somehow you...

Wed, 16 Feb 2011 19:40:44 +0800

It never was and never will be.
You’ll never know how you’ve betrayed me.
And somehow you got everybody fooled.

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(via pull-the-trigger, leilockheart)

Sat, 06 Nov 2010 01:36:32 +0800

(via pull-the-trigger, leilockheart)

(via pull-the-trigger, fallinfromgrace) Come back. Please.

Sat, 06 Nov 2010 01:05:05 +0800

(via pull-the-trigger, fallinfromgrace)

Come back. Please.

(via pull-the-trigger, beautiful-desires)

Sat, 06 Nov 2010 01:04:01 +0800

(via pull-the-trigger, beautiful-desires)

On another note, HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY LOVE. I love you. =)

Sat, 06 Nov 2010 00:08:49 +0800

On another note, HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY LOVE.

I love you. =)

Over & over again.

Fri, 29 Oct 2010 04:43:43 +0800

Over & over again.

Fuck you cause you didn’t care, fuck you for not being there. Fuck you for breaking my heart, fuck yo...

Tue, 14 Sep 2010 22:20:19 +0800

Fuck you cause you didn’t care, fuck you for not being there.
Fuck you for breaking my heart, fuck you for making me fall apart.
But most of all, fuck you, because after all the tears, pain, and suffering,
I’d take you back without a second thought, and go through it all again.
& that is how great my love is for you.

For you.

I can’t help but feel sad when i see a pregnant lady or a couple pushing a pram. I...

Wed, 01 Sep 2010 02:33:00 +0800

I can’t help but feel sad when i see a pregnant lady or a couple pushing a pram. I can’t help but to stop & think that, that should have been us. I know how people have been saying that it’s not my time yet. But then why does it still hurt so much?

It’s been a week. A whole week. & even though things seem to be getting better, it never was. Each time night falls, it will all get to me again. Each time i’m alone, all i feel is the emptiness. And i’m not sure how much longer i can put on this happy front.

Cause it hurts being alone, being empty.

I would never have thought that i would be feeling this way. I...

Thu, 26 Aug 2010 14:00:56 +0800

I would never have thought that i would be feeling this way. I never would have thought i would get attached to you just as soon as i found out you were there. But as soon as the doctors told me they had to take you away, i felt as if my world had came crashing down.

No one was beside me, not your daddy or your grandma. As they had to isolate me while waiting for the results. & all i could do was let the tears fall, knowing i could never hold you in my arms.

People keep telling me that God loves you more. That’s why he took you away. But what about me who has started to love you even when it wasnt even confirmed you were there.

I can’t help to wonder how you’ll turn out to be. Whose eyes you’ll have. Whose nose you’ll have. How your smile would be. I still remember those days, when your daddy & i would argue on who you would look like. On who you would be closer to. On how he was going to teach you how to catch girls. (Haha.) Your daddy & i had dreams for you. For all of us.

But right now, all we can do is pray for you from down here.

Rest well my baby. Be happy. Mummy will soon be there to see you again. & the next time i see you, i will never let you go. I love you. 25-08-10.

You went missing just like that. Only to reappear but to go missing again. What is it that you want...

Mon, 16 Aug 2010 14:09:12 +0800

You went missing just like that. Only to reappear but to go missing again.

What is it that you want me to say? How is it that you want me to react? After all that has happened? Should i just pretend i wasnt hurt by your actions? Or should i just pretend you never even exist?

Just tell me what i should do, and i’ll gladly do it. Because the way i see it now, you don’t even give a damn about me.

“Why, do we still hold on even when we already know that it’s never gonna change? Why,...

Wed, 16 Jun 2010 21:15:51 +0800

“Why, do we still hold on even when we already know that it’s never gonna change?

Why, do we still put so much trust when our heart was already broken by the same person?

Why, do we still forgive & pretend everything is ok when all we still do is cry about what had happened?”

Yes, true enough. I am a sucker for love. I fall easily in love & in each relationship, i will regard him as “THE ONE”. Even when all he does, is break my heart & make me cry. Even when all he does is kill me with his words & actions. I am truly, a SUCKER for love.

Someone once told me, that i am too dependant on guys. Too dependant on always needing them in my life, that even when they hurt me. I’ll just close an eye & let them back in my lives. Yes, i admit. I am dependant on guys. But not because of the materials. But because i just want to have the notion that someone is there for me 24/7, someone is there at my beck & call. Money wise, i don’t give a damn. Because i make my own money. I buy my own things.

All i just want, is someone to be there for me emotionally. Someone i can count on, to make me laugh when i’m crying. Someone i can count on, to be there when i’m all weak & sick. Just someone, to be there for me.

Yes, we do have friends that can be there for us. But to what certain extent can you expect your friend to be there for you, always? They have their own lives too, & you can’t expect them to make you the top priority in their lives.

So this is where i stand now. With a heavy heart, not letting go. Even when all you do is tear my heart up. Even when all you do is make me cry. Because somewhere inside of me, i know. That one day, you’ll finally see. What you’ve been doing all this while. What you’ve been missing out.

Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on; the one person who can screw...

Thu, 22 Apr 2010 01:14:35 +0800

Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on; the one person who can screw you over and over, time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is the last one, you know that’s a lie because there’s always just one more chance waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without but yet you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know who doesn’t deserve you, but yet you choose to over look it because you ~~love~~ him.

So now tell me. How do i go by each day, hurting from your words? How do i act everything is ok when all you do is get pissed at me?

At least tell me why. Tell me what i did so wrong, to have you treat me this way.So at the very least, i could right the wrongs. I could maybe somehow, change to suit to your needs. But with you always being negative & not answering my questions.. Tell me then, how am i gonna make things better for us?

I’ll just hope that one day, you’ll see how much you’re hurting me. How much these eyes have cried for you, every single night. How much this heart aches, wishing you were here. =_(

(via itsmygrrrface)

Tue, 20 Apr 2010 23:35:36 +0800

(via itsmygrrrface)

Not from you.

Thu, 15 Apr 2010 20:29:00 +0800

`How is it that you can hurt me this fucking much when I’m not even in the wrong? How is it that you can be so bloody egoistic & so damn stubborn, when you know i didn’t mean it at all? & how the fuck is it that suddenly it became my fault, when i was crying, worried about you?

I will never understand the way you think. The way you see things in life. Cause you & i, we are from two damn different world. But, at the very least, a “THANK YOU” would have been enough. But no, none whatsoever. And yet now, here you are pissed at me, just because you thought wrongly on what i was trying to say. Hell no, I’m not asking for your gratitude, but at times like this.. sometimes i wonder if I’m doing the right thing here, when you’re not even appreciative of the things I’m doing for you.

& i hate it when you put your stubbornness ahead of me. `

avaaaan: You should be here with me, warming me up.. Instead of...

Tue, 13 Apr 2010 20:56:11 +0800

avaaaan:

You should be here with me, warming me up.. Instead of you being at work, chopping all those passports, making friend with all those cockroaches. =P

(via saralinnea) Everyday, shall we?

Mon, 12 Apr 2010 13:16:04 +0800

(via saralinnea)

Everyday, shall we?

25 Fascinating Love Facts

Mon, 12 Apr 2010 13:03:48 +0800

iheartlove:

seamonstershannon:

1. Men who kiss their wives in the morning live five years longer than those who don’t.

2. People are more likely to tilt their heads to the right when kissing instead of the left (65 percent of people go to the right!)

3. When it comes to doing the deed early in the relationship, 78 percent of women would decline an intimate rendezvous if they had not shaved their legs or underarms.

4. Feminist women are more likely than other females to be in a romantic relationship.

5. Two-thirds of people report that they fall in love with someone they’ve known for some time vs. someone that they just met.

6. There’s a reason why office romances occur: The single biggest predictor of love is proximity.

7. Falling in love can induce a calming effect on the body and mind and raises levels of nerve growth factor for about a year, which helps to restore the nervous system and improves the lover’s memory.

8. Love can also exert the same stress on your body as deep fear. You see the same physiological responses — pupil dilation, sweaty palms, and increased heart rate.

9. Brain scans show that people who view photos of a beloved experience an activation of the caudate — the part of the brain involving cravings.

10. The women of the Tiwi tribe in the South Pacific are married at birth.

11. The “Love Detector” service from Korean cell phone operator KTF uses technology that is supposed to analyze voice patterns to see if a lover is speaking honestly and with affection. Users later receive an analysis of the conversation delivered through text message that breaks down the amount of affection, surprise, concentration and honesty of the other speaker.

12. Eleven percent of women have gone online and done research on a person they were dating or were about to meet, versus seven percent of men.

13. Couples’ personalities converge over time to make partners more and more similar.

14. The oldest known love song was written 4,000 years ago and comes from an area between the Tigris and Euphrates Rivers.

15. The tradition of the diamond engagement ring comes from Archduke Maximillian of Austria who, in the 15th century, gave a diamond ring to his fiancée, Mary of Burgundy.

16. Forty-three percent of women prefer their partners never sign “love” to a card unless they are ready for commitment.

17. People who are newly in love produce decreased levels of the hormone serotonin — as low as levels seen in people with obsessive-compulsive disorder. Perhaps that’s why it’s so easy to feel obsessed when you’re smitten.

18. Philadelphia International Airport finished as the No. 1 best airport for making a love connection, according to an online survey.

19. According to mathematical theory, we should date a dozen people before choosing a long-term partner; that provides the best chance that you’ll make a love match.

20. A man’s beard grows fastest when he anticipates sex.

21. Every Valentine’s Day, Verona, the Italian city where Shakespeare’s play Romeo and Juliet took place, receives around 1,000 letters addressed to Juliet.

22. When we get dumped, for a period of time we love the person who rejected us even more, says Dr. Helen Fisher of Rutgers University and author of Why We Love. The brain regions that lit up when we were in a happy union continue to be active.

23. Familiarity breeds comfort and closeness … and romance.

24. One in five long-term love relationships began with one or both partners being involved with others.

25. OK, this one may not surprise you, but we had to share it: Having a romantic relationship makes both genders happier. The stronger the commitment, the greater the happiness!

So will you tell me, what is it that you are...

Fri, 09 Apr 2010 22:17:07 +0800

So will you tell me, what is it that you are hiding?

flairey:

How I Met Your Mother <3